I sat the evil (UKCAT) test today. It wasn't really too terrible.
The book i bought with practise questions to prepare myself for the evil test was what threw me. The practise questions were insanely hard. In one of the four sections i scored as low as 15% (i was too ashamed to quote my dredful score in the amazon review i wrote slating it, i beefed it up slightly). I was in tears this afternoon because i thought i was going to crash down the mountain of medical applications, shrivel up and die at the bottom.
I was so horrid to The GF. We had a big arguement over the phone, i hung up, burst into hysterics, she text me, i called her, the argument continued, it was awful. I was a bitch. Really really mean and horrid. It was almost like that was a different person, i don't normally behave in such an unkind way so i'm still reeling from my behaviour. But it's sorted now.
So glad that icky thing is out of the way.
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- "From the moment when the machine first made its appearence it was clear to all thinking people that the need for human drudgery, and therefore to a great extent for human inequality, had dissapeared." Orwell - Nineteen Eighty-Four
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Mate... You can only freak out and be the epitome of wankerdom with those you really give a shit about!
Those you feel safe with. Those you trust.
The trick is remembering that when it is their turn to spit the dummy, is that you have to be as thick skinned, understanding and 'easy'.
Remember to take it in turns!
You have changed so much in such a short time.. For the better. All down to your hard work. Your thirst for answers. Your ability to step back, assess your behaviour and put in to context.
It takes some people a lifetime and they still miss the point!
To quote my mate Crisp-e's Caribbean Mum,
"Girl! You is doing fine".
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