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I'm back from surrey. We're on half term now, but i still have a shit load of work to do;

• 3 essays.
• a chemistry investigation into the optimum conditions of the enzyme catalase (found in liver) to which i don't even know if i have a mark scheme.
• a biology investigation on the Ribwort Plantain and it's leaf lengths in trampled and untrampled areas.

Oh yes. I'm going to be having some fun.

But, perhaps a more interesting topic to read of is the massive crush which i seem to have developed on the teacher whose psuedo name used to be the fit one. I think it's going to have to be chaged to..gosh, it's hard to think of one. I don't want to call her Miss somethingorother because then..she's a teacher, and that's weird. But then..there's nothing else to call her. I think i'll get have to stick with the fit one (TFO) then.

Anyway, i do quite fancy TFO. It's the kind of fancy which means that you think and fantasize about them a lot and and create scenario's in your head revolving around your relationship with them. It's quite a bit of a fancy. Which is a bit weird. But i got over the fact that it was weird when i told the other girls in my room and they took the piss. In my head, that was probably the point where i stopped caring that she was a teacher.

But. The most ridiculous, deluded thing about it all, is that, i think i make her uncomfortable. Ok, it's not that deluded, but it indicates something more. Which is deluded. You can tell if someone's uncomfortable in your prescene because they fidget. And all their mannerisms become more pronounced. Once, during a short exchange of words between myself, her and another male teacher, she was fidgeting so much i actually noticed. It didn't help that my seat in the classroom was almost right next to her, so, for 40% of the entrie trip, i was within arms reach of her.

It would be..unforgetable..if something were to happen. I doubt it will. But it would be so perfectly brilliant. And she is the head of department. It's not like it's uncommon though; teachers and pupils shagging. There was a gay boy last year who ended up having mutual (sexual)relations with the then yr 13 head of year at the end of year boat party celebration. So it's been done before.