Feild Trip

So, i'm sat here, in the hallway of some grand house, on msn and typing this at the same time. but the most scary thing is; i feel a watered down version of what i felt before...a kind of isolation..as if there are many many people around but no-one to really connect to. But very much less so than before. I guess i'm strong enough to be alone now..if that makes any sort of sense.

I don't crave to be part of a group, it makes little difference to me whether or not i eat lunch with other people. I think i'm strong enough, independant enough would probably be a better phrase, to be alone. But there is still that tinge that there is no-one there.

Oh, some good news now. I got a interview with Manchester on the 28th! I shall have to prepare super hard for it. I already simulate mock interveiws in my imagination. But even in those i'm nervous!

And i fancy the fit teacher more. Great. Lol.

I suppose it's not all bad. At least now i have a chance of becoming a doctor now!