Revision

I had A LOT of fun over the Christmas/New Year period but as the ITV news person announced today over pictures of London in about a millimeter of snow [which sadly made the news] many a person is now back at work. I should have done more work over previous said period, but, i didn't so now i'm all for focus. Proper focus. Not focus as in getting up at 3pm [which is what happened today] but focus as in getting up at 9 or 10 am. And doing some bloody work. Because time slips away with procrastination.

I have 8 cases to revise and i've half done one, proplerly done another. I'll do it all in time for the exams, i just need to be organised. Organisation is crucial. And this includes aquiring an adept sleeping pattern. Which i will. I'm also returning to University on the 10th to aid the requirement of revision.

I don't usually watch ITV news and now i know why. It felt like i was being continuously lectured at, the booming male voice annunciating his words to me like i'm a plebian. Which i may well be, but at least humour me into the illusion that i can form my own opinions about a news story. It was like reading the Daily Mail. I suppose this is why i prefer Channel 4. Which, on the surface of it [as both websites lead stories are about CBB] seems no better. How sad. I'm still yet to watch Dead Set despite the fact that i am in love with Charlie Brooker. The bastard.

I was thinking, whilst crying, or crying whilst thinking, today, about the former-GF and i's relationship. I was trying to decifer what the point of it was. And i came up with an answer to Joey's eternal mantra of "there's no such thing as a selfless act." All i did was cause myself a load of saddness and heartache in trying to make things better, i gained sweet FA, i'm left thinking "was there any point" yet she is happy. And that was the original point of it all. Which then lead me to thinking, was that really worth it? The obvious human inclination is to say, "of course!" but really, it's a balancing act. Maybe in a years time i'll reflect and see that it was truly worth it, but now i'm still feeling slightly miffed. And this BOY she's apparently with most definately DOES NOT help. EURGH. I could rant for thousands of words, but i will not.

I will simply say the battery in my camera has run out and i can't find the charger so i've not taken today's or yesterday's pictures. But it is more of a University project.